Lost in My Feelings

I am lost in my feelings.
I wonder what is my true self.
I hear the child`s sobbing.
I see a cold infant in the mirror.
I want to show my true self.
I am lost in my feelings.

I pretend to be mature and sensible.
I feel that time is passing too fast.
I touch slipping through my fingers sand.
I cry out of fear of falling behind.
I am lost in my feelings.

I understand the presence of the mask on my face.
I say to stop lying to myself.
I dream about sincerity and serenity in my heart.
I try to be honest and look into my soul
I hope I will find answers there.
I am looking for my true self.